Sunday, July 21, 2013 11:20 PM
Sometimes, the distance is too much to bear.
sometimes, I find myself asking why we have to do this.
many times, I just wish you were here.
and the tears, they just can't help falling
Sunday, July 7, 2013 10:45 AM
Just like that, it was over,
waking up from a dream,
a summer romance so sweet
All the times you held me close,
falling asleep in your arms,
blissful, loved and secure
Now we part once more,
yet another farewell so heart-wrenching,
missing the warm touch of your embrace,
wishing you never have had to leave
Sunday, May 5, 2013 12:43 PM
because i'm like dad, because we say things, facts, that you do not like to hear, because we are objective and hence disagree with you on many things...
you'll always hold the power to hurt me with your words, because i love you so much.
Sunday, April 14, 2013 4:49 PM
all i ever wanted, was so simple
but it seems it ain't important enough to you,
seems like priorities aren't the same,
seems like we're drawing parallels,
lines which don't seem like they're gonna meet.
Thursday, November 15, 2012 5:12 PM
slowly losing hope.
i'm tired, really.
I need the courage to tell you so.
where's this heading to?
Monday, November 12, 2012 5:12 PM
they say a woman's sixth sense is very accurate.
Mine has not been wrong so far.
But this time round, I'm wishing it is.
Cos, perhaps, the heart has changed.
drifting; drifted
Tuesday, November 6, 2012 10:15 PM
I find myself needing strength and courage to keep it going.
Perhaps, it's the end of something never meant to be.
I'm trying to understand, tryin',
I'm trying so hard, for something I'm not even sure about anymore.
Keeping faith.
Wednesday, September 5, 2012 12:10 AM
There are times when i wished we didn't have to do this,
Times when i feel that it's unfair.
If others could have it the normal way,
A love affair so simple,
Why does ours have to be so different,
One so far and oh-so-distant
And each time, i could only tell myself that this is a test,
Of understanding, patience, faith and trust,
And what we make out of this will mean so much more
And each time, i can only hope i'm not deceiving myself
Sunday, August 19, 2012 8:35 PM
Can you hear the voices of my heart
Hear it whisper to you
Like it did so many nights ago
Words that only you and I would know
It seemed so long ago
That very night i heard yours
Hand in hand
Wishing time would slow
A moment in time
That only we share
That for days to come
We could only wish for
Hold me like you did, once again
4:04 PM
i'm tired of waiting.
i'm tired of not knowing what to expect.
i'm tired of this.
perhaps, i just miss you.
say it isn't so, that i'm only dreaming
Wednesday, August 15, 2012 9:27 PM
barely a month and half, and i'm starting to have doubts.
i know i shouldn't.
i know i should have faith.
maybe i'm just afraid i'll get used to you not being here.
cos i know when that happens,
it's the end.
take me by the hand,
far away to some place foreign.
Tuesday, July 31, 2012 8:14 PM
i tried so hard, but it never was good enough. you never could see others' perpectives, you never could give others the benefit of the doubt, you never found space in your heart to forgive. not only would this hurt others, but wouldn't it make you so miserable as well?
i'm so tired. really.
there comes a time when everything seem to push you to the brink, and all you can do is cry and let it out.
of which is occurring a tad too often. i need to learn to detach myself from it all, to shut it out, just like the others do.
i've tried my entire life.
and it seems like i've failed.
Monday, July 30, 2012 6:51 PM
spending our first month through gchat cos that's the best we have.
Saturday, July 7, 2012 10:22 PM
a simple call that lit up my evening.
<3
Wednesday, July 4, 2012 8:42 PM
hold me like you did, that warm embrace.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012 9:40 PM
moments that I'll keep with me,
to tide me through the days ahead.
I'll remember, I'll yearn,
I'll cry, I'll wish.
but I won't forget.
I miss you so.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012 9:50 PM
don't ask me to give you an answer.
don't ask me to decide.
because i can't. because i don't dare to.
time was never on our side
Wednesday, June 6, 2012 12:38 AM
maybe, i've became somewhat used to having you there.
just maybe.
Friday, June 1, 2012 2:17 PM
after all these years, i thought i've grown stronger, more immune towards your words. but i guess not. no matter what i do, the negative outweighs the positive. i've always told myself, live with it. i do. but it doesn't get any easier.
time doesn't heal all.
and i know where i stand.
Monday, May 28, 2012 11:25 PM
i don't know where this is going, where we're heading, whether we're even on the same track.
For once in my life, my most hated 3-word phrase has became my mantra. I don't know. i really don't know.
and the recent turn of events has left me tired, tired of trying to salvage the situation because i realise that the people i expected more from have disappointed me. i feel like giving up and doing whatever people want. but even that's a struggle, because that's just not me. giving up without putting up a fight is not me. but then again, i did put up a fight.. and i don't know if i still want to do it now.
i don't want to hurt anyone. and i can only hope for things to turn out well. for things to work out. otherwise, give me a sign now. let me know if i should end this now, once and for all.
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